Bad Moms (1) Insecure

My boyfriend always wanted kids. And the last few months he's been talking about them . So eventually I : "Let's roll the and see what happens." I honestly didn't think I'd ever get pregnant. say it's harder when you're older, but here we are.

The worst is, I'm not that I'm going to be a good mom. I've known women who did a great job their kids and I have a lot of respect for them. I've been women who seemed to enjoy moms. I would watch them with all the kid stuff and I remember thinking: "I'm not like you."

It seems to me that no what you're doing and no matter how well you are doing in life, everything stops children come along. I'm worried that I'll hate my kids for my life upside down. I don't want , but I'm afraid that's going to happen.